Mail call! Sanitized for your protection.
Oh...
What's the matter?
They always shred my copy of Mortuary Sciences Monthly. Apparently, we're not supposed to think about a career.
It's from Leo...
The delivery guy.
The one you--
bingo.
Behind his truck--
yeah.
For a carton of--
yes, okay?
He loves me.
We dated for, like,
10 minutes,
and he's in love.
Oh, my god! Oh, my god! What? My mother's getting married! I thought she was already married. She was. Four times. But this is number five, and you know what they say about number five. Five is the lucky one.
You ready?
No.
Can you deal?
Yes.
Good.
Remember what we talked about?
Their anger belongs to them.
No need for you
to be in the middle
of it anymore.
Underneath all that,
they love you very much.
Did I ever tell you
what they paid for me?
No.
I looked
at my dad's files once.
$21,000.
Came out to about $3,000 a pound
at the time.
Not bad.
Their goal was
to have a cild, ezra...
Just someone to love.
I still don't know
which one I'm going to live with
once I get out of here.
Judge hasn't ruled yet.
Well, one step
at a time.
Let's get through
this visit first, all right?
Watch.
They'll probably
have a foot race up here,
just to say
"see, I got there first."
There he is.
Hey!
Ezra!
Hi, honey.
What is wrong
with this picture?
Ezra, you look
terrific, son.
Just terrific.
Oh...
It's good to see you.
[ Camera snapping pictures ] oh...I don't even know what the color scheme is. I've got to call my mom.
I wish I lived
in Juliette world--
a land
of wide green lawns
rolling
up to great mansions,
where ladies sip tea
and choose bridal gowns,
and the money just comes
from nowhere.
It's a beautiful place...
What ultimately frightens me, I suppose, is that she's apparently not delusional.
Richard and I are so proud
of how well Ezra's doing,
and very grateful for your help,
Mr. Scarbrow.
Peter, please.
Well,
as you know, Peter,
Liz and I have had to struggle
with many of our...
Well,
our own problems...
And Ezra was
a casualty to that,
which is something
we'll never live down.
Thankfully,
we discovered Horizon.
Now, seeing Ezra's progress
has helped us see ourselves
more clearly.
That's great, I'm glad, and now I think it would be a good time for both of you to participate in group with Ezra and the other kids. Listen, there's nothing to worry about. You can talk or listen as much or as little as you like.
Ezra?
Why not?
I can't wait to see the looks
on everyone's face.
Everyone?
Everyone knows about our --
the kids here
are encouraged to speak openly,
and Ezra's been
very honest
about your divorce
and his drug use.
I think you'll find
you're not alone
in having problems and that could be a good feeling.
Hey, Jules, what's up?
Oh, um, my mother's
getting married.
Oh, yeah, I heard
about that.
Number five, right?
Isn't that supposed to be
the lucky one or somethin'?
Yeah, how'd you know?
Everybody knows that.
So...When are we going?
I'm just kidding, Jules.
Um...I mean, I'd like to, but
it's...
Like I said, Jules,
I was just kidding.
Besides,
I'm busy that week.
Um, anyway...
I should go call my mom.
Yeah.
Hi!
Oh, okay, um,
I'll try her again later.
Still can't get her?
No. Her secretary says
she's busy
with arrangements.
Ah. Oh, well, you'll get her.
Oh, in any case, I got your pass okayed,
so you're all set.
Perfect.
Isn't it great?
It's like...
Even Ezra's divorced parents
are crushing.
I mean, how Roswell is that,
right?
It's like
there's something in the air.
So...
Yes?
So, you want
to meet my parents?
Okay.
Mom, Dad...
This is Daisy,
my friend.
Daisy.
It's a pleasure
to meet you.
And I'm Elizabeth.
Love your piercings.
How many?
Uh...Six in the left and six
in the right,
and one right here.
Did them myself.
13 -- I can see
you're into numerology.
Uh, yeah.
Daisy's...Kind of goth.
I once taught a course
on medieval occultism.
Did you know that, historically,
the number 13 was, in fact,
considered lucky?
Yeah, I knew that.
We should talk more some time.
Sure.
Okay.
Excuse me,
Mr. and Mrs. Friedkin.
I'd like to introduce you
to another counselor,
if I could, please.
Yeah, okay.
Excuse us, guys.
I cannot believe that just happened.
Over there. Shelby, you're on pots and pans. Problem with Scott? No, no, we're cool. He was abused, Shelby. He doesn't have the plague. It's not him. Yeah... This is when being a true friend really bites, doesn't it?
Hey.
Hey.
So what about Ezra's folks?
You mean the
Stepford parents?
I heard they used to be, like,
totally Springer.
They all but
trashed the place
last time
they visited.
Yeah, well,
at least they didn't
do anything to him...
Anything physical, you know?
Yeah.
So what are your parents like?
Probably like, what?
The brady bunch?
No.
You doing anything tonight?
Maybe we, uh...
Could get together
and hang out...
Talk, maybe.
I can't.
Got homework.
Maybe tomorrow night?
Yeah.
I'd like that.
I've got an idea...
Something we have
never done before.
Um, is this from
a book or something?
No, no.
No, we've...
We've never done this, ever.
Well,
does "this" have a name?
Yes. Dating.
What?
We've dated.
No, no, no, Soph.
We've done everything but.
Went from zero to 60,
on an on-ramp, if you know what I mean.
Peter, we are
way past dating.
This is about
the ritual, Soph,
you know?
You -- you said
you wanted to learn more
about each other, right?
Mm-hmm.
Well,
then we should start
at square one,
the mating ritual--
you know, that wonderful time
in which two people
learn about each other,
what your favorite flavor is,
your favorite color --
green.
Not now, Soph.
The ritual.
You and I,
we've never had it.
Well...
Maybe you're right.
I know I'm right.
I'm telling you,
there's something
in the air around here.
Yeah...
Something in the air.
All right.
Go ahead, ask.
Well, I was, um...
I was thinking
that maybe some time...
You know, we'd go
have some dinner
or something?
Mm...
I'll think about it.
Hey, Jules, your mom's on the phone. I know! Hi, Mommy!
So, what's the color
for the wedding?
Periwinkle.
Periwinkle?
Light blue.
Oh.
So, when you packing up?
Um, actually, I'm not.
See,
I thought I got an invitation,
but if you look closely,
it's just an announcement.
Turns out
it's just a small affair
for close friends
and business associates.
Apparently Hal --
his name's Hal--
is a big shot
in Hollywood,
and mother thinks it's best
if I stay here
and keep improving
before meeting him.
Gee, Jules...
Sorry about that.
Well, it's my fault.
I misread the announcement.
I flaked.
So, Katherine...
You going
on that rappelling trip today,
or are you still on shuns?
Yes, I'm coming,
no thanks to you.
It's not his fault.
You told the joke.
Katherine told a joke?
I'll bet it was funny.
Actually, it was.
Only problem was
Peter overheard her.
I tried to warn you.
I went like this
with my eyebrows.
You always do that
with your eyebrows.
So what was
the joke?
Umm,
how many Peters does it take
to screw in a light bulb?
Oh shut up, Ezra!
Like I told you before,
we don't tell jokes
at other people's expense,
especially mine.
Laundry duty, sweetheart,
you're on it,
and you need
to give me
an exact date on that pass,
okay?
Okay.
Jules, you didn't tell him? No biggie. I'll tell him later. Hey, I have a joke. Um, a penguin, an astronaut and a 12-inch man go -- no. Uh, a duck, an astronaut and a six-inch man... Anyway...
All right, everybody,
and though
I checked your equipment, I want you to
check your equipment
with your own eyes.
You need to believe
that it's good.
You need to trust it
more than I do.
It's only 25 feet down.
You all know
how to use your equipment,
so there's no need to be scared.
Hey, Jules? Mira.
Go down and back up. Keep doing this until it's second nature to you.
Get with the program, stick.
Got it?
Right. The program.
Be safe, no fear. The good news is... You can only fall a few feet, even if you try. Let's not try, all right? Okay, Cliffhangers... Let's play.
All right, good steps. Keep going. Good job.
What are you smiling about?
The wedding that never was?
That's history.
I'm smiling about the future,
in which you
do not play a part.
Hey.
Hey.
Feels good to sweat,
doesn't it?
No.
I could make you sweat
and like it.
What?
You dumped me, remember?
That was before.
Now the answer is yes,
for anything.
Now you're just making me glad
that you dumped me.
You'd rather
be with the skank?
She's not a skank.
She's a woman,
and she's my friend --
three things I can no longer
say about you.
Drop by here often? That's funny, Jules. So... So what? Let's run away together, get out of Horizon. Jules, what's up with this? What are you talking about? Wrap your brain around it, Auggie. You, me...Out of here. Together. Jules... I'd make it worth your while. Hey, come on, this isn't you. You don't know what's me.
Ezra, honey,
are you okay?
Ezra, talk to me.
Yeah. I'm...I'm okay.
All right, take a breather,
get your grips, keep moving.
Come on.
I'm so glad I can share moments like this with my parents. It is okay to laugh sometimes, you know?
So
what was skinny's rap
all about?
I don't know.
She's clueless.
The entire time
we were together,
she never told me one
thing about herself.
I don't even know
what landed her here...
Except for that
whole barfing thing.
She killed a guy
in prison.
So, we getting together tonight? Um...Tonight's not good. All right, how about tomorrow night? Yeah. Down by the docks, after last light? Cool. The docks. Don't forget. You promised.
Well, if it isn't
the bride
of freakin'stein.
You're wearing a mask.
That's a good one,
coming from goth girl.
My mask was an honest one,
for all the world to see.
Yours is invisible.
You are so way creepy.
You're hiding something,
and it's taking all your energy,
using it up.
There's less
and less left.
Soon. There'll be none.
No, really, Ezra,
you did fine work
on that wall today.
We're very proud.
Well, believe it or not,
it wasn't one of my better days.
Well, we're proud
about everything.
You're doing so well,
it won't be long
before you come home.
I can't wait.
Neither can I.
Hey, tomorrow's our last day. Do you think they'll let you out for a dinner in town? I'll ask Peter. We can go to Rusty's. Wherever. No, that is wherever. It's a small town. All right. See you later, kid. Bye, Ez. Hey... Maybe you want to bring Daisy? Yeah, I'd like that.
Why on earth did you invite
that little creature?
Because he likes her.
What can it hurt?
If those are the friends
he's making here,
we should pull him.
Stop, okay? Stop.
This is about Ezra,
remember?
All of this.
You don't need to tell me
what this is about.
You of all people...
Oh, every second,
you remind me of why I hate you.
Good,
because I wouldn't want you
to forget.
Shelby... Juliette...
What?
Stop it.
Let me see.
Stop it!
Oh...
What's wrong with you?
Nothing!
You're cutting yourself, Jules.
Nothing's wrong!
You're cutting again.
Cutting
is a dissociative action,
like chopping off your foot
to take your mind
off a headache.
Kids who have suffered
physical or mental abuse
from a parent
begin to associate pain
with security.
Thus, expressing their anger
gives rise
to separation anxiety...
So the kid
takes their anger
out on themselves.
What did you use, Juliette? Nothing. We need to know what you used.
All right...
We need to get you
to the nurse.
I'm fine.
You're not fine,
Juliette.
Come on.
Talk to me.
Why, Juliette?
Come on.
It makes the pain inside of me
go away...
So that
I don't have to think about it.
It lets it leak out...
Where everyone else can see it.
Come on, let's go.
Come on, let's go.
Juliette will spend today
in the infirmary.
After that,
she's on 24-hour watch.
She'll sleep alone
in the middle of the lodge,
watched by
a senior female student
at all times.
I'll give a call
to the therapist,
who can begin some
intervention therapy.
What about
her mother and father?
Her mother has custody.
I'll call her tomorrow
and suggest she consider
taking Juliette out of Horizon.
Out?
Cutting is sometimes
a ticket out of here.
It may be one reason
Juliette did it.
She wants to go home
to her mother.
But looking over
Juliette's record,
it sounds like
her mother's responsible
in the first place--
be perfect or else.
Let's not forget it's her mother
that
sent her here.
She loves her daughter.
Nice combination.
Depending
on the psych evaluation
and her mother's decision,
we'll see
if Juliette should stay.
It all seems so...
Clinical.
Rule number one, Soph-- first, take appropriate action for the child's immediate welfare, then use your heart... Always in that order, omitting neither.
So, Daisy, what's your story?
Well...
My parents are alcoholics
and I received
inadequate nurturing,
resulting in
hyper-matureness
and social
maladjustment.
When my father became abusive,
I vented my anger on him
with a golf club.
We tell it like it is
at Horizon.
Well, you're an exceptionally
articulate young lady, however.
What are your plans
for the future?
I'm considering the field
of mortuarial cosmetology.
Hair and makeup
for the dearly departed.
I consider it
a humanitarian act
to beautify someone
who can't do it
for themselves.
Death can be beautiful.
I can see you're
a shocker, too.
Well, what's good
for our little boy
is good for us.
Dad...
He's not a little boy.
I know what he is. I raised him.
Right.
So, mom, dad...
You were never there, I was.
What, honey?
Um, I was just wondering
what your guys' plan is.
Well, daddy and I
have given some thought
to things.
Like getting back together?
Well...
We're thinking about it.
That is, if your mother
can find the the time.
I was always there.
Not you, me.
Oh, please.
The minute
you got tenure from the university
you were off --
dad --
quiet, Ezra.
Daisy... Let's go, Ezra.
Let her go. Little witch.
I knew this whole thing wasn't gonna work.
What, you mean this is all bogus?
You guys getting back together
and everything?
We did it for you, Ezzy,
to make you
feel better.
Ez...oh....
Hey, Kat.
Are you okay?
Can't sleep?
No.
You should've told me, honey.
I was too embarrassed.
Hey, embarrassment
doesn't exist here.
Everyone's embarrassed.
It cancels out.
Every moment of my life's
embarrassing.
Yeah, well...
When I was your age,
I was embarrassed, too.
I admit it.
My mother wanted me
to be a perfect girl.
I know
yours does, too.
So you see, I know you
better than you think.
What happened?
I did the opposite.
I was determined to become
the least girl-like girl
that ever lived.
Anything I could do
to scare her...
Like jumping off cliffs?
Well, that came later, but...
Oh, well,
maybe it's still in me,
fighting everything
that other people
think I should be.
What else did you do?
I don't know.
Traveled, mostly.
I got every airline schedule
in the world,
and I figured out every place they did not go,
and that's where I went.
I was searching
for the real Sophie Becker,
and I knew I'd never find her
where other people
had already looked.
I like Sophie Becker.
I'm sorry, Ezra.
It's okay.
I knew they weren't for real.
Talk to me, man. Come on.
Peter, I'm fine.
Does it hurt?
Yeah.
Can I be responsible
for their anger?
No.
You taught me that.
I'm a separate person,
and I'm okay.
Goodnight, kiddo.
You know,
at one time,
there were many more
stars and planets and moons
than there are now.
Really?
Uh-huh.
You see,
there was once this goddess
named Sophicleous,
and she was
the most beautiful goddess
in all the heavens.
She was loved by many,
and they brought her
many gifts,
but no one loved her
more than Petrocles.
Petrocles?
Mm-hmm.
But despite his great strength
and speed,
she would not have him.
So he went out into the heavens
and he gathered up as many moons
as he could,
and brought them to her
as a token of his love,
but still
she would not love him.
So again Petrocles went out into the heavens and he gathered up many stars for her. And still... She would not love him.
So he went out and he gathered many planets and he brought them all to her, yet she would have none.
So, weakened and defeated,
Petrocles pleaded,
"But I have nothing more
to offer you,"
and only then
did Sophicleous say to him,
"I love only you."
Only you."
[Sophie breaks out in laughter]
You know...
You are...
Just so...So...
So what?
So Sophie.
[ Door opening ]
How could you let this happen to him? I asked you a direct question. If you want to ask me a direct question, Mr. Friedkin, look directly at me. You can't. You know why. How dare you?
No. How dare you?
Sophie.
No.
How dare you adopt a child
to save your marriage... Sohpie, come on.
...and then use that child
as a bargaining chip
in your divorce?
How dare you be so weak
that you can't even
tell the boy the truth,
so that maybe, just maybe,
he won't blame himself!
He's going to be okay. Can we see him now?
So there's no permanent damage
to his lungs.
Just a little
bit more, though,
he would've gone
into cardiac arrest.
He either got lucky,
or he knew exactly
what he wanted.
Yeah, I think he did.
Well,
we'll watch him
overnight
and release him.
Thank you.
All right.
Thank you.
I'm going to call the school, and then I"mm going to try Juliette's mother again.
Hey, guys, Ezra's okay. He'll be back in a couple of days. It's late. Back to bed.
Auggie?
Don't be mad at me
for what I did.
Hey, it's not for me
to be mad about, Jules.
I worry about you.
I worry about you.
I know you do.
Tonight at the docks? Around one? Don't be late.
Sometimes,
I don't know
how these kids
make it through.
Some days, I don't know
how we make it through.
We've got them,
and they've got us.
Is it enough?
No.
It's never
enough, Peter.
But it's more
than they had before,
and you've got
over a hundred other kids back at school
who are safe and sound.
You know, Soph, I think I could use that date right about now... Something normal, something simple. Even for a few hours? I'd be happy to go on a date with you.
Jeez! You scared me. Sorry. Where'd you get the makeup? Around. Used a laundry marker, baking powder, charcoal, blueberries, paint...
Don't run, Jules.
There's nothing...
Nothing out there
that's better for you.
Don't worry about me.
What are you
doing in here?
Hiding.
From what?
Life.
What are you
doing in here?
Hiding.
From what?
Life.
Scott told me
about his life.
Now he wants to talk...
About my life.
A reasonable desire
from someone
in a vulnerable condition,
but not something
you're ready for.
Nope.
So you try
to be a friend,
and you smile...
And run
the other way.
Yep.
By the way...
You look really stupid.
Good.
I look the way I feel.
[singing] Begrudgery, contented ease, hypothetically deceived. Can you come to me in the morning? And fill my wholeness complete and peel my smile back off the street.
And we say,
I'm not changing,
we've given up, strangers.
I'm not alone
as you are free to hide.
I'm sick of the pain
as we're over and dated.
too many simple pleasures
left far behind.
selfishly,
independently,
knowingly naive.
Will you brush my hair
at bedtime
and bare my soul
in your trust?
Better to love
and to have lost....
[fade to black]